Wednesday, April 7, 2010

day one of nutrisystem... had breakfast already and I am afraid I will be very hungry by lunch time!

Saturday, April 3, 2010

MARCH - I know it's a little late =)

well it's been 63 days since I started p90x and I've lost 12 pounds... yes that's right in the last 30 days ish i've only lost 2 pounds... i have no idea whats going on I was doing so well. Its starting to depress me a little bit. I guess I need to jump start my diet? any ideas are welcome at this point! I work out for an hour every night, taking 1 day off a week. and i just starting doing the breakfast, snack, lunch, snack, dinner ONLY routine again to avoid snacking all day and eating more calories then i think i am. Thankfully I am wearing pants 2 sizes smaller, which is back to my college jeans (just a couple pairs are still too tight). It's the top half that doesn't seem to be shrinking...

we had fun in Tucson it was nice and sunny and we got to see family & friends =) wish we could have stayed longer. maybe next year when Kellen is older, he got really exhausted and thrown off by this new routine. luckily he only freaked out on 1 out of 6 planes, where he screamed for 20 full minutes... then slept a little, then screamed for 10 minutes... then slept a little etc. tried everything, i think he was tired and his ears were bothering him.

i applied to grad school at Potsdam state, yay me! for a MST in Social Studies Education, adolescence. What a fiasco that was! I mailed my application and 2 of 3 recommendation letters. Dr. Lappas sent his directly to their office and also got my transcripts sent right there. well they never got my transcripts had to get them resent and they thought they didn't get Dr. Lappas' recommendation letter so i was all stressed out for a while, but, they did get his letter, thankfully because i would have felt horrible asking him to write and send another! Now i just wait and see!

josh has been at boat school on st. simons island Georgia since February 25 and he will be done march 25. i am flying down there for a couple days and then driving back up with him so he has another driving and so i get a mini vacation. i feel bad because i know Addison will have a hard time with me leaving because since josh has left she has attached herself to me, the longer he is gone the worse it gets. she hugs and kisses me all days saying i love you mommy and she just wants to watch tv and cuddle... i feel horrible... what do you do when your 2 year old is depressed? she doesn't understand what's going on, wants her daddy, and i can't say only 10 more days because she doesn't know how long that really is