82 days to go!

p90x day 8, yes day 8. I am almost back on track and yesterday instead of an off/stretch day I went right back on the saddle and did core. This means that I should be back to normal soon. 82 days to go! Week 1 is complete. I was so tired last night, but, I pulled through. I did much better on bow to boat and on banana rolls. The Dreya roll still seems impossible and this is my second round of x. Oh well, I will get there someday, and I will do 1 chin up before this round of x is over!!!!!!!

Pattie came over yesterday with her kids and we had a lot of fun. Kayla left her phone here and I finally found it after digging through all the toy boxes. Now if only I could find my Yoga X dvd....

Today is Carrie and Eliza's Birthdays. I am going to make margarita's for Carrie, I hope her present gets here today!!!!!!!

TGIF I am ready for the weekend and some relaxation =) Plus I HAVE to get these baby clothes ready for Kristine and do last minute shower stuff. I can't wait to see her!!!!!!!!

yesterday was p90x day 6!! today is stretch day baby. I should have been a few days further, but, was a lazy fool and now I'm on day 6 instead of day 8ish. Oh well =( I have been doing pretty well with food, staying under my calorie goal, except for yesterday!!

I'm trying to clean my kitchen up, we have had an ant problem for a couple months now. Everyday more ants in a different spot. I don't know if my house is just dirty or what. Nothing I do seems to work =( I want someone to come in and scrub my house top to bottom. And, I think I found black mold in 2 places at my house ARG!

p90x day 5ish... it's supposed to be day 7 i think, but, i took those days off. i did legs & back & abs, AWESOME!! I really pushed myself and almost did a chin up! My goal is to do one chin up w/o a chair by day 90. I feel great! I feel like I could go for a run!! And, my calorie counter says at this rate i will weigh 146 in 5 weeks, which is end of July! And, my goal was 146 for Lauren's wedding so hopefully I can do it! I will do it!!

p90x day 4... i took 3 days off =( due to peer pressure from my hubby. I did yoga x today and made it halfway before I gave up. now I'm off to bed... all in all a very unproductive day.

TGIF

yesterday was p90x day 3... 87 days left!

I did shoulders & arms & ab ripper x last night. I can tell that I'm not in as good of shape as I was in March when I had finished p90x round 1; especially noticeable during ab ripper x. I am going to get stronger though no worries! These 10 pounds will be gone in about 5 weeks. I'm aiming for day 30 of p90X to be my 10 pound loss weigh in day!!

I'm so glad it's my Friday and Josh's Friday. The kids have all been whiny (well not Austyn, she is too little for that). We actually get the weekend off together; and because he is on days for 2 weeks, he will actually be awake when the kids and I are =) It's always good to spend time together as just a family and I don't think we have any plans. Hopefully, Josh doesn't randomly through out some stupid plans for the weekend like he normally does. He comes home and decides what he wants to do and we all just are expected to be excited about it and fall in line. This usually starts with me saying how going out at bedtime is a bad idea and that I don't want to go. Followed by Josh getting all pissy because I don't want to do what he does. Followed by me giving in. Followed by it being a bad experience. Followed by me saying I told you so and then Josh being mad at me for that. Just another day in paradise I suppose.

I am getting my hair done tomorrow and can't decide what to do. I am putting in a few layers and I might do highlights. All over highlights, highlights just on top, or no highlights just work on growing it out? I'm not sure yet, but hopefully Sally will help me decide tomorrow!

p90x round 2 day 2!!
88 more days to go =)

Did CardioX last night and I was exhausted in a good way. I was a bit sore from core, especially my abs, but hey, that means it's working! I just need to eat a lot better today!!!!!!!! I was under my calorie goal; but, not by much. I want to be about 400 calories under on days that I work out. Yesterday I had curly fries and they were about 400 calories and that is what KILLED my good dieting day. (Not a fad diet, just eating well). Anyway here is to a better day! And here's to weighing 146 by Lauren's wedding July 24. I weighed 156 this morning and weighed 176 on Jan 9th. This means I have lost 20 pounds in the last 5 months with about 20 more to go!!! I WILL do it!!!!!

I went to Crystal's garage sale yesterday and bought $120 worth of stuff. She had tons of nice clothes. I plan on using them for all my baby cousin's and my little niece, and, of course, my future babies!! I wish I'd gotten to be better friends with Crystal, I really like her. It is awful to live so far away from a few women you could be great friends with. It's hard to be best friends long distance, and all my friends are at least an hour away =( Some are 12 hours away =( I need a best friend that lives closer!!!!! Or maybe I just need to drive to Massena every 2 weeks to see Pattie.

a new addition

No not a baby!! Come on people, I've got 4 running around here already!!

Anyway, we are thinking of putting an addition on our house. An architect is going to come to our house on June 21 and talk to us about the whole expensive process of drawing up some plans. This addition is to include a kitchen, dining space, bathroom, master suite and extra bedroom. So we might as well be building a small home and it will probably cost as freaking much.

I am excited to see what she has to say!

I did P90X Kenpo today!! So tiring, but worth it. Too bad I ate horribly at my parents to night and even though I burned at least 500 calories doing P90X, I was still over my recommended caloric intake for the day... Yay me *sarcasm* Tomorrow I swear to eat better.

off the wagon

Well I have started to fall off the eating well wagon. I need to get back on top of things. It seems like I have a couple good days and then I won't be able to stand it anymore and I'll go crazy in one day and then feel regretful. I tried the idea of having something to look forward to, i.e. if you eat well for 3 days in a row you can have chicken bbq. The only problem is that I know I won't deny myself the reward or that I will eat well but then I will eat the reward and then go crazy with the mentality of "well I already ate something bad, what's one more thing?" Hopefully, today I will do well and will also be able to go for a run. Josh isn't working so perhaps I can go for a run by myself =) I have about 19 pounds to go. My pants are all quite big now, which is great! I just am holding my weight in my stomach and love handle area. Hopefully, this will all come off as I lose more weight.

I have been working on organizing all our old baby clothes. Since Josh has tonight off I think I will try to finish that up too. I need to get everything in order so that Kristine can take all the tiny sizes back with her July 3rd weekend. She doesn't know what she is having, so, I figured I'd send all the girl and boy clothes up to 6 months or up to 3 months. Going through all the clothes makes me a little nostalgic; however, with the 4 I have now running around all day I'm not ready for 5! Plus I want to lose that last 19 pounds before I think about getting pregnant again.